{LIES] Why Do You Even Matter

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Days 338 - 349: I'm In My Dream Life

Well, the goal I set for myself almost a year ago has been accomplished. I am in the entertainment industry as an Atlanta-based actress. I am a blogger/writer. I am self employed w/ a start up company. On Monday, I booked a web series and I am happy about that. I shot a film on Sunday and I am happy about that. I am working out the kinks with my writing and business as well. All, in all I met my goal. This is all I got, and although I am on a low level compensation wise, I go to sleep smiling at night.

When I think back to my journey, I got here by writing letters to God. I'd write out very clear requests about my goals, and step by step God has made my dreams happen, with my actions as well. My daily actions reflected my prayers.

So, I am at the end of the road with this goal! It did not take me a FULL 365 days like I thought. It has taken me 349 days. My next goal is to obtain a stable income with all 3 matters. I know I can do it. I will do this. My six month goal from today is to regain my regular salary while at my last job, plus 25k more. So thats on average $75k from acting, writing, and business. I will do it.

I received this book today called, " Creative Visualization" by Skakti Gawain, and its my goal to visualize myself to my highest level, while obtaining my highest dreams. 2011 has only just begun, yet I am so happy and proud of myself that I can cry!

Well, I am off to reading my book and working to obtain money from my talents. Life is so much better right this moment as compared to this time last year. I have less money, but I have more faith in God and myself. I finally did what I always knew I could do. I am excited to see what's in store for me.

Thank you God for trusting me with my dreams. Its only the beginning. I will never give up. I am just thankful you got me out of the bad cycle I was in. I will forever be grateful to your mercy God.

On to the next!

Ps, I'll write a bit on the 365th day, to give a FULL year update on my career and life and all. This will be awesome. 

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Days 324-337: 23 Days and Counting!!!!

Okay, well I am in my dream officially on a small scale. I am in Atlanta, and I am acting, writing, and I have the plans for my small business. Now I need all to go on a higher scale. I need a break through and to be honest I am working hard each day to create a way. 

I have 23 more days to get further into the industry and I am ready. 

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Days 316-323: A Different Conversation

My days have been good. I've experienced a lot of revelations and all over the past week and the one thing that I must do is change the career convo I have been having with my pals. I am not "making it", I have made it once, and I living a great life while I dig a further into my gifts. One of my pet peeves is with people calling me about "the struggle" or making it into our desired dreams. I am getting kind of irritated by the emails and calls. I hate even talking to ppl now about it. I just want to get to a level where people do not have to call me about making it because they know I have made it. 

I know that may sound awful, but all it really means is that I am ready to change the conversations that I have been having with people. Just like with my weight loss. I had a dear friend that I used to always talk about weight loss. Well, I lost the weight, and now the friend and I talk about her weight problem. Well, now is the time to change the convo about my career problem. This time next year, God willing, I will not chat about making it, because I will have made it on my own terms. 

I am so irritated by the convos that people have with me, and its nothing agiangst them, but I must remove myself from the group of people that are not allowing themselves to fully live in their dream list. I do not want to be in this group anymore. Just like I removed myself from the weight group. 

I guess life is all about moving up. And transitioning. 

I have a little over a month before I hit my deadline of being fully in the entertainment industry as a actress, writer, and etc. I will make my deadline. I mean I am already acting---and I am already acting. I am still going to push much more. But I have met my goals. 

Oh I have a new site at mashadowell.com and I am excited

All in all ---life is good. 

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Days 308-315: All Is Well

I have been sick and yet working hard towards my goals. All is not well, but I am in my dream career, just in the very beginning of it. I am frustrated financially, and I want to go back to the sciences for money. Yet, each time I do that I get off track with my goals.

So right now, I am trying to work it out. My goal is to make money doing what I love only, even at first if that means working for free and working more than one job to support myself.

Its been 6 months in my career transition. God willing when I have marked a year---I will see lots of progress.

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