My days have been good. I've experienced a lot of revelations and all over the past week and the one thing that I must do is change the career convo I have been having with my pals. I am not "making it", I have made it once, and I living a great life while I dig a further into my gifts. One of my pet peeves is with people calling me about "the struggle" or making it into our desired dreams. I am getting kind of irritated by the emails and calls. I hate even talking to ppl now about it. I just want to get to a level where people do not have to call me about making it because they know I have made it.
I know that may sound awful, but all it really means is that I am ready to change the conversations that I have been having with people. Just like with my weight loss. I had a dear friend that I used to always talk about weight loss. Well, I lost the weight, and now the friend and I talk about her weight problem. Well, now is the time to change the convo about my career problem. This time next year, God willing, I will not chat about making it, because I will have made it on my own terms.
I am so irritated by the convos that people have with me, and its nothing agiangst them, but I must remove myself from the group of people that are not allowing themselves to fully live in their dream list. I do not want to be in this group anymore. Just like I removed myself from the weight group.
I guess life is all about moving up. And transitioning.
I have a little over a month before I hit my deadline of being fully in the entertainment industry as a actress, writer, and etc. I will make my deadline. I mean I am already acting---and I am already acting. I am still going to push much more. But I have met my goals.
Oh I have a new site at mashadowell.com and I am excited
All in all ---life is good.
