This past weekend I saw a picture of myself and I was like whoa! I must upgrade myself. After doing a lot of reading and all...I realized on a scale from 1 to 10 I felt as though I was a 2 ( two for effort). So I am deciding to improve my external self and do a make over on myself.
Its April 26, 2010 now but I actually started the process on Jan. 1st---yet I handled internal issues. Now its time to create the best me externally. I know I can do it. I believe this new beautiful me will help me with my confidence in acting and all areas of my life.
I have also given myself a deadline as well---> July 1st. By this date I desire to step into Phase II of my life as a woman. Forever and ever I have been holding back my talents, my beauty, my faith, my courage, and I am just ready to shine. For fear of out shining others I have never really "shined" myself. Just being honest.
Well I am prepping to step into my self created spotlight. This will include a new wardrobe, new body, and new thoughts about myself, and I will do it.
Here's a blurry picture of me from this weekend ( my mom shot the picture and my dress was oh so high)! But by the picture you see what I am working with. I have potential...but I will step it up...so I will feel like I am giving myself the best me.
I am so ready for my total change. At least to get me out the door to a new and improve life. I never had the guts before to say I was not giving myself the best externally---I thought it was so shallow to think that way. But now I am like God didn't give me what I have to waste it. He gave me my external self to serve with...
It's on!!!!!! I am so excited about my decision to go from a self proclaimed 2 to a 10. What a fun journey this will be! I have never been taught to put on make up professionally, or to dress right for my body, etc... So this journey will be so much fun. I will need lots of help and I am so sure now that I have made a decision to get get better externally---help will show up; or if you know me...I will find help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so excited! God is good!!!!!
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