Right now I feel very uneasy. I have a lot up in the air job wise, living wise, and just faith wise. I feel very fragile and just uneasy. For the first time in my life...I'm not waving some sort of SOS flag to my family and friends about my situation. Because this is my situation to deal with...with God. I also find that the more I try to explain it...people don't understand. Therefore, I am just going to walk into my dreams and people will see what I have not told them.
I am learning I must do what I have never done to get what I have never had.
No SOS message to all I know about my dreams. They can just see it all when it happens. This is new for me. But when I think about, in my past---I used my "drama" to whine about not " makng it" to get attention from friends. For hours and hours I would dream with friends on the phone and just slack at making it all happen.
I am tired of dreaming.
I am just ready to get into the " thick" of my life.
So in a sense I have a SOS sign for God only!!!!
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