This weekend I slept in and I worked. I was pretty productive and I wanted to just be lazy. But I must finish out the 2nd quarter of the year on a strong note. A very strong note. I feel rushed and uneasy. But I am thinking because I have just never worked very hard in my life for what I want. Typically, I wait to be told that I can do something that I want to do instead of studying what it is I want and then making a plan and just doing it.
Well I am doing that now and it’s no joke. Yet it’s my fire-like passion that keeps me awake when it gets gloomy in my life. Sometimes I wish I could put this fire of mine to a lower intensity level---but its just cant happen. I mean it will not rest. I mean it will rest yet innately I always know I should be doing something. I always have something to be doing. Always. I work hard and I play hard---but I am never bored. I may be unfocused. But never bored and without anything to do.
Well, I head to
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