Days 139/140: This Week I'm Getting my Shit Together

I've been having MAJOR issues with my car. Within the past days I've had to have the windshield replaced, a new battery, new light bulbs and next up new tires and brakes. All because I need to pass the inspection in the state of NC. I now its very important yet to be honest I am very broke---at the moment. However, I could have been a tad bit more responsible with my car. I traveled so much---that I did not take care of my car. This is the consequence.

Ive been trying so hard not to cry about it all. So today while driving I just screamed GOD PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR CONFIDENCE!!! I was a little better afterwards---but I still feel just down.

This is my week to get my shit together by any means. I will get this damn car fixed, get it to pass the emissions and then sale my TV so I can pay my rent for July and have some cash left over ( I dont watch TV so I can do that).

I did make one step today though. I updated my Linkedin profile with my company information. It felt good not to have an employers name up there. Well I did have one and its my name. Its all me this time. I am very scared. Very.

Afriad, scared or whatever. The show must go on! This week I will get my shit together.

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