Days 175-178: I'm Floating

I cant seem to focus right now. I have been floating. I used to frown on periods like this but now I just embrace it. I cant seem to write or anything. The only thing that Ive done was list projects that I must work on. I am very weak now. I am typically the strongest of all my family and friends. Now I am am the weakest. I must get some rest so I can focus.

At this time in my life where I am unable to really go into action. Ive laid still. I have not been able to "grind" this week. None of my convos have been about progress or anything. Everything is rather lightweight.

Yet something happened and I just feel blessed. My people took over the "wheel". I mean all of my family and mother. They dont even have a clue I am weak or know about my blog.

My weak self planned a trip to SF to visit one of my best friends to get away and rest my mind. I just clicked purchase on the buy tab on delta.com but my friend is taking over the planning of the trip. My sister has taken over so much with me in pushing me to love and forgive and get out of bed! My friend Tally is just amazing with giving me hope and all. My friend Jocelyn is a good "balance" with my reality. The list goes on.

I learned this week when I am weak, my family and friends are strong.

I am praying for strength tonight. I am going to bed very early as well so I can dream. No real work has gotten done this week. I invented a product and I will email my prospect attorney. Yet, I cant meet with her until later.

Times like this I wish I was married. But you know what, I am married---to all the wonderful people in my life.

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