Days 184-185: This is a Test- I have Balance

For the past two days I have been presented with a few challenges and tests. However, I really don't have the time to worry about what I can not change. What I've come to learn is to focus on what I can make a difference with and the other stuff will all correct its self. Its like focus on the vision and the items that I have energy to correct.

For an example, my former employer called me the other day saying I owe them money from travel that I took in June, before I departed. I explained to them in a letter that I was charged by the vendor on my card and then on my company card. How can this happen you may ask? When I worked at my former job, I just held my company card on all of my travel profiles for easy check in and out. Long story short I was told that I needed to pay the funds charged to the account by the end of the month. I am currently working with a low income and right now I dont have the funds.

There used to be a time in my life where I would not sleep because I could not provide something I dont have. I used to cry and get nervous and etc. However, now I do what I can do. I tell people what to expect from me and we can go from there.

I can only give what I have.

So thats with that. Other than that I am pressing forward with my life. Its been exactly 1 month and 19 days since I was last employed. I am working hard to go over 3 months of being on unemployment.

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